Freak out!

How the hell am I ever going to get out of this mess I've created for my self? You my imaginary readers--how would you help?
Do you all have work?
Do you all have regular incomes that allow you to continue to live your dreams?
What do you do when your whole world comes down to just one word--money!
When every waking moment is spent in trying to figure out how to make enough of it so one can pay their bills and honor their commitments?
I hate that aspect of living.
And please don't tell me that other people are so much worse off than me--I know that!
But I am not them!
This is my world too and sometimes I need to be selfish and let it all out!
I guess today is the day--while I still have my power on and all that goes with it.
I always known that I couldn't be happy if my biggest aim in life was to make money, so I tried to live that way, you know work hard, work well, and the rewards will come!
Another fable--at least for me.
I'm also sick of being taken in by the lure of one type of advertised job, which then turns out to be just another sales-pitch! Why not be straight and tell you in the first place, that they want you to pay them? ?
I mean then one doesn't waste their time stuck in traffic, getting to a job interview, that doesn't really exist
Grrr!
I've always worked--on something--ever since I can remember--and now--that I'm old enough to retire--I need to work more than ever--and that's fine--just give me the work.
But no matter what I try--it always fizzles out--it's a scam, or people don't pay, or they pay so late that it doesn't cover my ass in time, there's always something to screw things up for me.

Anyway, I guess I lived up to my blogs title today! I am an angry old woman today and l'm shouting it out of my windows!
I'm not gonna take it anymore!

I'm so angry to find out that some of the fires near my old hometown Melbourne, Australia--were lit intentionally--again.
What --the natural bush fires aren't big enough for you sickos?
Hope you burn in your own hell --you fucked up arsonists.

Oh well had to take some time out for a big waterworks attack, and now I feel a little better.

And for the slight chance that someone actually reads all this then check out the cute little baby pandas in the Reuters news window!
They are adorable.